Today my past
Has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet

Moving left and right
As my legs shake like trees
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me


GOD DAMN
This whole mess that’s me

I DON’T TRUST MYSELF
I’m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day

With the strongest drinks they’ll give to me

And I awake

Much to my dismay
To find that I’m still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once

I could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night


GOD DAMN
This whole mess that’s me
I DON’T TRUST MYSELF

I’m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they’ll give to me


And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness

In this self loathing sickness
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness

In this self loathing sickness

GOD DAMN

This whole mess that’s me
I DON’T TRUST MYSELF
I’m in way too deep

And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they’ll give to me


And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness