I am nothing i feel nothing that's why i hurt you
My hearts blacker than black now
That's why i hurt you

You deserve so much better that's why i hurt you
I hate myself that's why i hurt you
I am starting to feel sick it's hard for me to breathe

I wish that i could laugh so please help me conceive
All that's happened is too hard to believe
So much confusion please help me breathe

I am here to cause pain that's why i hurt you
I feed off of my own that's why i hurt
I am a selfish $#&@ that's why i hurt you

I had to go away that's why i hurt
My chest has caved in salt's burning my eyes
Curled up in a fetal position i despise

This moment i despise