I feel it all surround me
Breathe all your hate into my lungs
I know that you can't stand me

Cannot help the way that I've become
But all I wanted to be was
So much more than I am now

It doesn't even matter
The thoughts from you were just so loud


I'm not afraid
I've been here for so long
Escape from me

My world is breaking down

I try to see right through this

But I think you know the way I feel
Cannot see beyond this
It all just seems so unreal

So hard to peel
This mask of you that's on my face
I feel it running through me

Those thoughts of you that I disgraced

I'm not afraid

I've been here for so long
Escape from me
My world is breaking down


Is there a way to feel this?
The thoughts inside my head

But in the pool of fears I swim in, I hold on to the ledge

Right, it's not right


I'm not afraid
I've been here for so long

Escape from me
My world is breaking down


Is there a way to feel this?
It's coming to me
The thoughts inside my head, they flow within me

But in the pool of fears I'm out onto the ledge
I hold on to the ledge
But in the pool of fears I swim away from you