Pulling myself apart today,
To see whats underneath,
I !@#^yse the things I say,

Its a mystery to me.

Why cant I be normal like everyone else?

Why cant I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,
But its just too hard to see.


Who am I now?
And when will I be found?

What if I drown?
Im going under now....


Lost like a ship without a sail,
And terrified to fail,
Sick of the sickness that I feel,

Its a mystery to me...

Why cant I be normal like everyone else?

Why cant I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,
But its just too hard to see..


Who am I now?
And when will I be found?

What if I drown?
I'm going under now....


I'm going under now
I'm going under now


Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?

I'm going under now....
Who am I now?
And when will I be found?

What if I drown?
I'm going under now.