Assuming, joking, spreading rumors, I can hear them so loud
They're gonna really make my whole mind wanna explode.
No matter what I do and ever try and wanna become,

This fighting fantasy

My ears are picking up another kind of overused talk

This girl you see is just a monochrome puppet now
She's moving by a string cuz she can never stand on her own.
Keep changing symphony


Ah, rate me and judge, that's all that you can do
Ah, make me and break me, now just put my worst year on repeat


It's all so meaningless, why can't I stop it then?
Throwing just my head from out the glass

It's all so tiring, I'm so sick of this
But I can't dare myself to die!


It's all so meaningless, why can't I stop it then?
Wrists are getting sore from stabbing in
It's all so tiring, I'm so sick of this

I'm just giving up and eating cake in the mean time

All that I ever see is people being hung up so high,

And even though their screws are never ever ever too tight
And everyone is hiding secrets, under half hidden mask
Build your friend factory


I follow faulty rumors; rolling tongues are plagued lies.
Didn't you know, this girl's a media monkey now

She walks a path of the empty lies to never show her true smile
What a worthless industry


Ah, come here my dear; don't worry you'll be fine
Ah, how many times have I now killed myself It never ends!


It's all so meaningless, why can't I stop it then?
Stabbing my chest to run from pain
It's all so tiring, I'm so sick of this

Now I think that I can take no more
It's all so meaningless, why can't I stop it then?
Drowning even deeper in the pain

It's all so tiring, I'm so sick of this
Only way to end is throwing me into hell


Ah, beg and then crave, how desperate am I now?
Ah, see and believe, this harm can't be undone; it's killing me!


It's all so meaningless, why can't I stop it then?
Even if I try to run away
It's all so tiring, I'm so sick of this

I can't get away, I'm stopping now

It's all so meaningless, why can't I stop it then?

Aim a gun at my head soon to blow
It's all so tiring, I'm so sick of this
Even now I know it's just a thought but


It's freaking with my head, Just crying in the end
No one's gonna help, I know that well

My voice cracking kinda now, Sing it anyhow
Please don't look at me I'm just a piece of trash to you now


If rain could just wash away my sin