I forced a hole, my skin is now opened
I let it all out like they wanted it
I built another veign and let the river flow

It´s just a little pain to reach my $#&@ing goal

Refrain:


As a mortal I have one colour. Now I change it into dishonour
By giving a picture so soon. My fingers shiver an paint the bathroom

As a mortal I had one colour. Now I`ve changed it into dishonour
By giving a picture so soon. My fingers shivered and painted the bathroom.


Write here and there a message, just for the skeptics.
All I was fleeing from where you hypocritics
pretending my mirth would mean a $#&@ to you

you just needed a freak, to feel more normal $#&@ you cruel...

Is this me? I don´t know..

how can this be? I don´t know
Was this our plan? I don´t know
Am I now free?

NOO!

Oh my %#@! what have I done here? I don´t want my family´s tears

Responsibility against my fears.
Curse the one created life
and decisions I can´t bear


Refrain:


As a mortal I have one colour. Now I change it into dishonour
By giving a picture so soon. My fingers shiver an paint the bathroom
As a mortal I had one colour. Now I`ve changed it into dishonour

By giving a picture so soon. My fingers shivered and painted the bathroom.

Pressure to heavy I can´t stop it

I feel I cannot even move
Such a long time to regret it
Sadistic plan of the above