I know that I shouldn't even really be thinking bout you.
Late night reflections. Make me think of all them lessons.
That you unintentionally taught me.

And it's brought me.Internal peace.
I remember the first few weeks you met me.
it started with just one wave each day.

Then you figured out my name was ray.
And after that I got your number, texted you endlessly. The way we clicked made me think you we're messin with me.
But I guess not.

Did everything even played some Xbox.
We On the phone 24/7
But you'd always fall asleep just around 11.

But it seems for some reason you'd put me second.
I was never first and that %#@! hurt.
You gave all these other dudes chances.

But not me.
Then somehow turn around and I would say sorry.


I looked myself in the mirror .
You ain't good enough for no one.
Go ahead and grab a gun.

But I couldn't do it so I crawled back.
And my friends made fun of me everytime they saw that.
You went out with this guy. That guy. Loved him .

but not me
honestly
I had to leave.

But I just tried to find a replacement
And look where that went. No where
She just another average hoe there. But let's not go there .

I still wanna know why not me.
What was wrong?
that why I wrote this song. But it saddens me to see the only thing you into is hitting bongs. But it's okay cause I've moved on.

Just had to let this out .
Cause I've been holdin it in for about
3 years and I've changed . You too . And yeah its I miss you.

But it's because of you
You made me think I'm not worthy and my new girl gets frustrated cause I just can't handle it. But tara .I swear baby I'm trying believe me. Cause I believe you . And I love you.