Pouring over these pages
Searching for an answer to a question
I never even wanted to ask

But the fact remains
You're gone and never looking back


Doesn't matter much
Cause I'm looking down anyways
My head's quite heavy these days

Weighed down by an honest
Lack of understanding
I gave you everything I had

You gave me nothing back

I'm pulling out my hair

And planting all the roots
Touch the sun for me baby
(Get warm and burn out)


My spine is broken
Bent over backwards

One too many times
It was never enough


And if you could fill these bags under my eyes what would you put in them?
Once again you've got
Nothing left to give

So I've limped my way into a corner
And I'm bleeding miserably
Hand me another bandage will ya?

So much time spent chasing ghosts
My life is haunted
So $#&@ing haunted


I won't let you see me like this
So close your eyes and just walk away

Your eyes betray
what your lips won't say
Agony the world will never see

All I'm losing is me