Pusha-T;
With every line written, And all I have given
Music's been nothing more than a self made prison

I've taken inmate loses at the hands of this one
My pen's been the poison to family and friendships
Now is time to mend %#@!,

Time to bring closure to
The clear conscience of Pusha is long over due
Thinking to myself, what can I be owing you?

They only tell you great when they reminiscing over you
Before I trouble t-boy,
It's just a D-boy

Let me play the role of a common on his B-Boy
Speaking my truth in rhyme no matter how bland it is
A heavy heart lighting that's just what my ransom is

All apologies,
I bear the cross I wear the blame
We in the same group but I don't share my brothers pain

Not to confuse,
Our sentiment are all the same
I just don't feel Nothing I'm Numb by the will to gain

Same thing brought tears to innocence
I turned away
And didn't even flinch,

Yuuch
The music drove me crazy
Looked up and lost the first (*##$ ever wanted to have my babies

Nowadays
She can't even face me
I'm sorry for the heartbreak

I promised you forever my lady, Jodeci baby
Pompus mutha$#&@a!
Just look what them jewels made me

I'm only finding comfort in knowing you can't replace me
What a thing to say! But what am I to do?
I'm role playing a conscious ^!$$%

And true is true
Cocaine aside
All of the blogger behoove

My critics finally have a verse of mine to jerk off to
I owe you all


Malice:
This is were the buck stop, here's where I draw the line
I touch the hem Gods work is so divine

I see the error of my ways over time
Never to return, Malicous has been refined
Like vine with time, I get better

Not for valley vintage, my flow is fermented
Now drink of me, as if I bought the bar
Run to these words, as if there's no tomorrow

Never mind my car, careful what you wish for
Behind the curtains, the devil and his pitch fork
Jealousy, I ask thee: "What is this for?"

How was I to know I was happy being piss poor
No !@^%, that's not love, we was $#&@ing
I was in search of a chicken head; you was clucking

And I was lusting
We were both out of order
I shoulda known better as I'm reminded of my daughter

Am I my brothers keeper for himself every man
I have been your reaper, there's blood on my hands
Except me as your keeper, there's been a change of plans

Be careful of what you speak of, I've come to understand (*##$