[verse 1]
i haven't been the son ma dad expect of me to be...
lying's been an outfit, i have been wearing it so perfectly...

had been a dreadful image to ma brother's sensory...
cheating were stoned to ma mama's trust, she had in me...
thrown so many of them i wish i hold it back...

mistakes i shouldn't have made, much more than i could regret...
juvenilely, was hypnotized by worldly pleasures...
selfishly, i asked for heap, when debts are high as "mi-le" measures...

but their faith're "ever tense" , the force that's coercing me....
now i swear to put maself together what she pose believe...
make it up for times, you acted fine, but you were torn beneath...

be the brother to my sister, she can always hope in need...
i wish to be lighter in the darkest of days...
to my family, what's always been the aids to ma aches...

im heading for the sky, but feel the clouds are the breaks...
but the day that i'm gazing would be the last of ma breaths...


[chorus] (written: Jack rk)
lakkhini nongmadi, eigisu purnima..
chairakkhini nonglikna kanglaba upalda...

ngallakkhini nongmadi, amamba ahingsu..
korougi masek mangalda...


[verse 2]
i wish if life would have come up with manuals...
with instructions, i would have played a better role...

i would have driven straight and hurt no one on the road...
i would have fixed the clock when the time was wrong...
instead of tryna fake cool and cloaking so I fit in class..

should have tryta stay true, turn back n see the ones, are left...
i'm grateful TO the ones, who's been with me through the maze...
i'll be back to repay each and every of your genial debt..

sometimes its hard to understand the meaning of existence,
sometimes we got to know the love, just from a distance...
sometimes its just the world and me, the weight's against my shoulder..

sometimes its just too hard to lift, when everything get shattered...
should i take it i've been tested, when the roof fell off on top of me....
pray to God that i could lift it, bless the strenght ma arm could need....

i'm counting every moment in abacus to be perfect...
making every penny of them, just to make them worth it...


[chorus]
lakkhini nongmadi, eigisu purnima..
chairakkhini nonglikna kanglaba upalda...

ngallakkhini nongmadi, amamba ahingsu..
korougi masek mangalda...


[verse 3]
never been an abdicator whatever the weather be...
thought maself an alligator, extinction, i never feel...

all the milk that i've spilled, all the dreams that i've built...
somehow, i'll make it right, someday, i'll make it real...
till the day...imma fake that i'm fine while the sun never shine...

to the world, ill be divine, best believe, untill the time...
and to mom, its the blood of dad in ma vein, it never vine...
imma be dice, u can count, rolling with infinite "dyne"...


keep the faith in your feet..
no matter the shoes you're in...

i'm on my way...