I´m forced to my knees!

For crying out loud

Despair and bitter agony aroused
Tearing down
As if the fear of emptiness just got announced


For crying out loud
Fruitless search from north to south

Halfway down
I can't stand this $#&@ing crowd


The sun is setting at 4 -ish
I'm floating towards nothingness
The muck is hitting me,

like a wave of nausea; it's pure envy

Waiting for separations to come

I am desperate to bond

Fingers crossed -- you're left alone

Everyone else 's getting along
Is it too late to carry on?


(Deviance)
I tried to find a way but all the stars are gone -- they could have lead to better days
And I´m standing here alone, the night blindfolds with its veil of darkness

and I´m forced to my knees



Eaten up with envy
I am forced to my knees


I'm still in a delirious state
without control, it's tragic fate
My thoughts are driving me

insane -- I've lost; it's pure envy

Fingers crossed -- you're left alone

Everyone else 's getting along
Is it too late to carry on?


Eaten up -- with envy
No single one knows that I'm weak
I am eaten up with envy (in a week)


This dark night is surrounding me
I lost it all or it´s somewhere I cant see

But now the sun is setting
I can feel the warmth on my face
It cuts the blindfold it destroys the veil

And the sun is setting
And I can see it all
untie my hands, untie my thoughts

there is purpose, there is love
So I open my eyes and if I´m used to the light
I see! Sometimes life starts again