Is not a beautiful sense of coolness
Or a budding work of art
Don't even try to save me

I'm already torn apart

There's nothing left to fool me

Or numb what's in my heart
I know that you can't feel this
But I think that it's a start


And I'll bite my tongue
And listen to your words

Go on drive it in
As you start to shout and curse


I can feel you in my chest
As you strike me where it hurts
Go on jab it in

It can't get much $#&@ing worse

And though the memory is all but dead

I still remember what you said
The moment you stopped screaming
I knew this was the end


It's just a boys troubled dreams
Their leaking at the seams

I'm trying to hold on
So I'll put it in a song


And I cross it off the list
Of these little things I miss
Fights over nothing

That always turn to something

And It's killing me to admit

But somewhere down the line
I changed and I lost it
Whatever made you mine