All of the healing will take some time we both have had psychotic men in our lives and I know that you're right deal with it forget sometimes I can't so I wanna hit somebody with a baseball bat break his $#&@ing knees and take pleasure in it and I know it's not right would only hurt you and I I'll pass the hours thinking about killing you both when deep inside I know that I ought to be grateful for your evil example you taught me all I need to know about what I hate most