I crawl up the stairs out of darkness
But darkness knows where I'm going
It flows through the walls, fills the silence

Runs through my skin, sinks into my heart
Pushing out love, taking my sight
Where have you gone, where is my light?


How can it be that such emptiness
Carries such weight? A stampeding herd

There's not a word for this loneliness
No tether now, no ground underneath
Hell has no fire, heaven no grace

Nothing is left to take your place

Where have you gone? Where is heaven?


I fall through the day into hands of night
It waits for me, a patient captor

It takes me to shore, then to mountain height
Only to show that there's nothing there
It doesn't speak, won't say why

It kept me awake just to watch you die

Goodbye, I love you

Where is heaven?
Goodbye, I love you
God, I love you