I don't know where to begin
Feel a cleaving in my mind
I can't get my act together

Buzz in my head is too loud
I know something's wrong with me
It's starting to burn out my soul

But I feel so weird in here
When you just sit, listen and nod


All my life
I've been trying to deny and deceive myself


Sense of Insecurity
Restlessness
The turning out

Hatred for my inner chaos
And the color of your couch
I've just had this trouble all my life

Of getting out what is inside

Now I run

But cannot hide

No matter how much I do for them

No matter how much I do for myself
No matter which way I look at it
Fulfillment passes me by


Distracted inner self
On the brink of chaos

Lost its way

Impatient inner self

On the brink of chaos
Lost its way


Distracted inner self
I'm tuning out


Impatient inner self
I'm spacing out


Distracted inner self
On the brink of chaos
Lost its way