I WILL REMAIN.
After tonight, I want simply to live for whatever brief
future I have left.

You are the one ~ YOU ARE THE ONE ~ who taught me,
dearest one,
WHAT STRENGTH of will means, especially when it springs

from sources like ours.
I have struggled for the just of the good, for the
betterment of the world.

I promise you now as i say farewell ~ FAREWELL
That until the last instant I will give you no reason to
be ashamed of me.

giving up
But knowing how to confront it when it arrives ~ so many
things could still happen in the mean time.

I will remain firm and determined to live until the last
moment ~ Until the LAST MOMENT.
I've already gone back to dreaming, as i do every night,

forgetting that this is to say goodbye
For this reason I will not be able to think about the
things that torment my heart

THINGS DEARER TO ME THAN MY OWN LIFE.