Fear can drive stick
And it's taking me down this road
A road down which

I swore I'd never go
And here I sit
Thinking of God knows what

Afraid to admit
I might self-destruct


So lock the windows
And bolt the door
Cuz I've got enough problems

Without creating more

I feel like I was born

To devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is

I pull my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
The shell of what I had when I first started


Usually I'll cause my own first hit
It seems to me to be slightly !@%@ic

But there'd be no story
Without all this descension
So I inflict the conflict

With the utmost of contemption

So lock the windows

And bolt the door
Cuz I've got enough problems


Without creating more

I feel like I was born

To devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is

I pull my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
The shell of what I had when I first started


Thank you God
For giving me the insight

So I might make
These wrongs right
If and when

There ever is a next time
Cuz failure is a blessing in disguise


Pull my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
The shell of what I had when I first started

The shell of what I had when I first started

I feel like I was born

To devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is

I pull my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
The shell of what I had when I first started

(When I first started)
(The shell of what I had when I first started)