I $#&@ed up
I'm such a $#&@ing a $#&@ up
and if I weren't such a $#&@ing $#&@ up

maybe you'd $#&@ me
but you would rather $#&@ the $#&@er
who'd rather $#&@ another

but i don't give a $#&@
'cause i'm that $#&@ed up


I met my first love on the information superhighway
we !@(#d to the same hard !@$^
it $#&@ed me up till i popped the pills my mommy gave me

then I felt much better than I ever did before

but that (*##$ walked out with a better looking happy ending
my happy endings never felt the same

I admired her rhythmically without her knowing
I wrote her songs but I never said her name


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I fell out at the very end of public high school

I went public with a girl better than me
We fell in love and we bonded over secret demons
Until she found my demon and set him free


I think she kinda liked the horniness of high school lovers
the way my hand was always on her knee

I exercised free will and human nature
til my demon turned around and exorcised me


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