I can't believe this isn't the end
I've come so far for nothing
I used every last breathe I could muster

So I could stand for something
And I fell down slowly losing my hold
Manifesting regrets so cold

I am losing control
Losing the will to be whole
As it eats away at me


The shadows in the corners
They keep me awake at night

If only I could fake my dreams
And make things right


My shoulders are cracking under the weight
Under the ground that shakes
I'm on unstable plains

Trying to keep my footing and keep me sane
This is not what it ought to be
This is not what was meant to turn out

When I built my castles out here
I built them without my doubts


The shadows in the corners
They are lying to me
Telling me things I should not hear

and expecting me not to breathe

But in the end

The pain I feel is self inflicted
I can feel myself growing colder


I am the problem
I am the reason for my discord
But though I regret my decisions

I can still hope for more

And in the end

The pain I feel is self inflicted
I can feel myself growing colder