it's only been a

week since you left

and honestly its been hell on me
tryna figure out the answers
so i constantly dwell on the

possibilities for why you had to leave
i keep on goin back
and forth between the reasons

you could up and leave me just like that

i'm writin tracks

but it aint doin nothin but hurtin
i thought if i could get the pain out
i'd be straight but that even workin


bein certain's
something i just don't know how to do

cuz since you left it's like the only thing
i think about is you



is something we should do together
but i text you book long messages

and you can't send a single letter

bein better's

honestly a concept i can't understand
when every damn $$#umption
tells me you seein another man



what happened to the love we had?

i know it aint just disappear
but something made you wanna leave
and still the answer isn't clear


and since i'm here all by myself
and all i think's about my girl

i guess the only thing
that i can do is keep on



VERSE 2


by myself
but that aint how it's supposed to be
you weren't ever supposed to leave

you're supposed to be here close to me
and hopefully
you'll hear my songs

and it'll open up your eyes
that when i told you that i loved you
caitlin leigh i didn't lie


meant it with everything inside
and this has got me so depressed

i feel emotionally wrecked
you ripped my heart right out my chest
and i aint trippin on the stress

but what i'm trippin on's the loss
i start to wonder if what i thought
was the truth was really false



seems like the only thing i know to do

and though i can't get over you
i got kids i love more than you
and oh did you

know when you left
i packed up what was left behind
and stuck it in the hallway

cuz i couldn't bear to be reminded

and when i try to go to sleep at night and close my eyelids

i just toss and turn and burn the midnight oil until the light hits

and when i try my hardest not to sit and cry it
seems like that's the only thing that i can do so it looks like i'm just



VERSE 3


with a broken heart

i know it's hard to
wake up
thinkin you gonna be next to me
and when i look you aint but
i still tell myself you are

as long as i can keep on dreaming
if i'm dreaming i'm believing things
that i aint even seein
wonder if you even breathin
aint heard from you in a week and

i know you got things to deal with
but that shouldn't be a reason
just to blow me off entirely
and leave me here just dyin we
always been able to communicate
why don't you try to see



exactly where i'm comin from
instead of always runnin from
me
what happened to workin
through it all together cuz you love me

what happened to
baby you're the best thing that i ever knew
my life was so distraught until the very night that i met you
what happened to the love we had
what happened that could change your mind
i'm tryna figure out what happened
wish i could go back in time

but i can't
and i'm still trippin bout you girl
so i guess if i cant have you then i'm rollin solo..