here's to my life, which gradually slips away every night. thoughts were once shared are now cracked beyond repair this time. here's to my home, where I'm constantly left all on my own. these four walls foreclose on everything that I've know, there's no hope.
so how am I supposed to live when this all comes down brick by brick? all my strength crumbles under your hands.
and here's to the words, which gradually became a mangled blur. with writings corrections all sealed with affections it burns. and here's to the hell, with water filling each lung by the bill. as I gasp for air I realize you are there watching me drown.

so how am I supposed to live when this all comes down brick by brick? all my strength crumbles under your hands. so how am I supposed to feel when this all seems so surreal. all my strength crumbles under your hands.
so what's it to you if it's all in place? what's it to you if you're there? every single bill drags me further down hill.