Verse 1 :

I thought i got it of my chest when i wrote nightmare,

nothing disappeared i'm in the ward and they don't fight fare,
i'm $#&@ing here again they $#&@ing stick me once more ,
i swear i'm gonna skits it wait wait i can't walk ,

i $#&@ing hate this %#@! i ain't a crazy kid ,
i'm 27 now i'm no longer am i blazing %#@! ,
got my brain re-arrange the structure sent me so nuts ,

i put my pen to paper its a love just like a sofa ,
forced to take historical makes me feel so terrible ,
why they feed this %#@! to me illegal that ain't ate able ,

apparently i threw a punch and hurt the cunt you know it but,
he pushed me first i just reacted treat me like a stupid cunt ,
ten of them would wrestle me this %#@! is so unsettling ,

i kick and scream and yell out to god there has to be a remedy,
i wanna be home i want my girl she hopes its not true ,
my family is worried sick i know this %#@! will $#&@ with scott to,


Verse 2 :


When i told my story i know you just knew was true,
they stripped me naked threw me in a place they called conclusion room ,
woke up in the morning seen my dad walk through the $#&@ing door ,

told them not to tell him cause his sick now he just worries more ,
moved away to make a change even lost my wieght again ,
looking like a junkie not abusing by the wasted face ,

sarah it's just a wreck again yeah she my best friend ,
stands by me through everything i told her i wouldn't be here again,
i ain't gonna hurt my self i'm lost i'm prepared for help ,

scared the hell what they telling me i think i scared my self ,
now i face another charge the copper dogs they $#&@ing laugh,
chained to a bed insane in the head with a couple of scars ,

but i can laugh it of cause i'm a strong man ,
tell myself that every day it makes me tough and not care ,
wet my face and see the mirror i tell my self to march on,

be soilder and stand stanch even tho i'm have gone ,