How many times,
I wanted to tell you my rhymes,
While you were the one who didn't have time,

Now I started to shine,
and you started to whine,
situations got worst but I never gave up trying,

always thought that I was running out of luck ,
when my own people told me to
Shut The $#&@ Up,

No one cared about my feelings ,
I knew they were deceiving,
I can't remember the last song,

I wrote and you were reading.

People jealous from me coz I ain't from the hood,

all of them telling me that I ain't even good,
I spent my life believing in this %#@! brotherhood,
but no one is loyal even from the same brood,

told me blood is thicker than water ,
people are with them whose pockets are hotter,
life isn't too large relationships have made it shorter,

it was a gift given to me I never bought her,
moulding it like the clay in the hands of a porter.
Baby let me take it over,

I don't wanna let you go but ,
wanna tell u something I never told ya,
u wanna go , I wanna hold ya.

You were just holding me down ,
You wanted to watch me drown,
Running behind from town to town ,

I was entertaining you like a clown.
Always thought that you were mine,
My heart aches to say I'm fine,

Nothing else but I wanted to shine,
Couldn't succeed so I just gave up trying,
I grew up and started to rhyme,

Feels like I've done a crime,
But I just can't remember how many times.