Confusions born here every day, spinning circles upon my brain. No idea which
way to go, roam around without a home. So
$#&@ing lost, invalidated. So brought down demasculated, all the joy just

disappeared; another bed full of tears. Coming apart
at the seams, wanna be alone for the rest of my years. Don't come inside, leave
it to me to go on unfortunately. Hope

dissolved, degenerated. The negative has penetrated. No wish for sympathy. Its
all a mystery to me All my wishes evaporated,
insecurities saturated. So many flaws reappeared. The wrong way I tend to

steer.