At last I've come to terms with choices that I've made
Sometimes I've been left wanting, a sorry price to pay
But now I've seen the path. Through turbulence it's laid

I watched you slip from sight. I watched you slip away!

I don't like what I've become

A spineless $#&@, %#@! out of luck
A silhouette of my former self
A hopeless waste, another drone

Premeditated anti-pseudo beliefs
Verbally raped, unspoken lies
A disposition that will bleed you dry

This cloud of grief. It will never clear
Never $#&@ing clear!
I lay my grief upon you

Watching you fall apart
For the last time
Hate won't fill this void


An empty shell that was filled with regret
A could have been, but never was

Unfulfilled becoming further detached
Vacant and void in every sense
My indifference got the better of me

I didn't care, couldn't admit.
It took some time but now I can see
This cloud of grief, it will never clear


I watched you slip from sight
I watched you slip away


Why do you lead me down this road again?
Down this $#&@ing road again!

Some things will never change!
It's always been the same!


Laying my grief upon you
Watching you fall apart
As I contemplate internal recession


Watching you fall apart for the last time!