Hook:

I'm going through changes!

I'm going through changes!

Verse One:


I remember the night I got the call
Crazy !@#% is calling saying that I'm about to have a "baby girl"

I already feel like dying and blowing off my skull
or taking a handful of sleeping pills as I wash them down with alcohol
but how is it?

that I'm goanna raise a daughter if I struggle with
dropping out of school and now I'm watching my life crumble, %#@!!
and now there's no out from this bubble

no I'm sitting, pissed, rummaging through my notebooks as I clutch this pen
trying to conjure up a lyric that will touch upon everything that I'm keeping deep with in.
buried and if, you want to meet skeletons you better grab a couple shovels

and help me out while I try to dig them up again
these voices in my head keep tell me
"Miguel, stop stressing over what your uncle thinks.

Yea, he's like your father but he never understood a thing"
Better finish bettering that relationship that you just got sucked up in
I know you love Clemesha but please understand that...


Hook:


I'm going through changes!
I'm going through changes!


Verse Two:

I don't know what's going on

Maybe this is punishment for opposing god
or only challenges I have to go through in order to keep on growing up
take a look at yourself, for real

It's only a matter of time before she can no longer have that baby concealed
Miguel, your not man, what your deal?
a real man would fight through the fear and fight for his own

mean while your sitting here all alone
you little #~!!@ not your avoiding the telephone?
Knowing it's the mother of your soon to be daughter?

dog, you can no longer
be locked up in your ba!@&(t as you wallow in your sorrow
getting ready to go crazy like some type of desperado?

your daughter is goanna need a,
father in her life, who the $#&@ is goanna feed her?
and lover her from the day that she's a fetus, through the birth procedure,

until the saddest day that she meets the Grim Reaper
now you start to fall in love as you start to see her in your dreams
and see yourself teach her how to tie her sneakers?

but for now...

Hook:


I'm going through changes!
I'm going through changes!


Verse Three:


What the hell just happened?
The fear begins to vanish and you start to feel like god has granted
you a wish, and given you a gift and you can wait to unwrap it

I'm about to be a daddy? Man, It's happening so fast
now the fear is coming back
how am I ever goanna manage?

If when we go out to a movie I can barely pay for a sandwich
but $#&@ it I'm here I'm not goanna pack my %#@! and leave my girl in anguish
and I'm damn sure never goanna leave my baby girl abandoned

I refuse to be my father damn it!
I prefer to salvage threw the trash
for my hunger while my daughter smashes on her favorite ham sandwich

so baby I'm here! Idaliah I accept the challenge
Of trying to be the greatest dad that anyone could ever have
I'm never goanna fail at that

because when my baby falls, daddy will be there to extend a hand and wrap you in a bandage
but nothing in the world could a ever prepare me for the $#&@ing miscarriage
So $#&@ it, I guess that...

Hook:


I'm going through changes!
I'm going through changes!

Verse Four:


Then It starts to happen and you cant even sleep
but every time you do, you see you daughter in your dreams
you wake up in panic and your nose starts to bleed
every time you close your eyes you can hear your baby scream!

"Daddy I'm still alive" and "Daddy don't you leave"
"Daddy pinkie swear that you'll never forget about me"
Your start crying and sobbing
wishing she was alive
so that you could work your $$# off to buy her school supplies

maybe on her birthday you hide behind the couch and you yell surprise!
but instead your sitting on the floor with a knife
hoping you would die
just trying to $#&@ing survive
So pathetic Miguel, trying use this to justify, your flaws?
your nothing but a fraud

and don't deserve to see your daughter anymore
begin to be depressed again and ignore every call
until the day you take that knife shove it deep in your $#&@ing skull!