I guess I'm too self conscious to be honest with myself right now
So, I'll take someone else's slogan and start singing it loud
To hide the fact I don't know what I'm against. I'll say its whatever has a pulse

While my real problems lie underneath the surface, waiting endlessly in that hole
And I feel sorry, I'm really sorry for whoever tries to get them out


On nights when I can't get to sleep, I play out perfect conversations in my head
The ones I always wanted to have, but I didn't have the guts to jump off that ledge
So I buy myself a pharmacy big enough to hide my insecurities

And act like I have some type of messed up dignity
For never event thinking about leaving my bed


Bokon taught me nothing matters, so I shouldnt worry for long
Not depression, anxiety, or war, or even the remnants of the atom bomb
We all just fade away into tiny particles of dust

So there's really no shame in just giving up
But maybe I wanted someone to tell me it was alright to hold on


Im a pretentious teenager who thinks he has the easy answer to make the world a better place
But Im full of %#@!, Im so full of %#@!, you shouldn't listen to anything I say


And I hope you can forgive me for never really trying to change.