Dare to embrace this wrongful healing
I've tried to change cause life has it's ways
Bent with I'm bent with this feeling thoughts start to

drain me bury the reasons why
Restless my mind seems so restless torn from the strain
confused and deranged

Sick with I'm sick from this pleading reflection's weight
with great frustration


Trapped inside myself
Caught again, ,never ending
Please take this all away


Countless attempts to push forward
Hell lives within me death seems to haunt me

Fear of losing this handle
I'll always hate this I'll never shake this cursed