as the world get's rougher
only child suffer
growing up watching grownups kill each other

.. our days are numbered
so i ..come on mother $#&@er
in every other night i am having ?

i can't sleep i have a hard time breathing
i'll be shaking pretty hard while i am sleeping
but if i thought you know .. somebody curse me

i am the only one who hurt me
my mother knew i was self destructed before i learn me
she said peedie, sweetie, it's plan to see

that you are killing yourself
cause you are your worst enemy
?he made em feel like .. from memory

.. speaking of innocence is like a .. misery
.. i mean i am no killer but occasionally i get reckless
so expect the unexpected .. google on me

$#&@ it i am busted you got me but a mother $#&@er can't say shut me
a !@$@ can't say that he rubbed me if i think about it
nobody had to do %#@! to me just leave it up to me

my worst enemy
i got so much trouble on my mind
refuse to lose

middle of the night i wake up confused
i was just chilling ? till i wake up on my cell ?
so smooth i promise you i won't lose

i got so much trouble on my mind
i promise you i won't lose
..take up pretends .. use my brain for ?

he do the thing
i got so much trouble on my mind
who is to blame

me is my worst enemy
i could use a change
before you knew the name i was in a ?

so much trouble i don't know how to explain
.. some say this is the life you chose
how can you complain

.. i got so much trouble on my mind
.. can you feel that?