trying to scrape my way from the bottom

it's the barrell that I know
willing to take anything i can't live without 'em
it's the only way I go


I understand I can't comprehend
The way you're loving me

I understand you've got the upper hand
It's 'cause you're loving me
And I'm gonna let go

I can't hold on
To something better than me
I can't let you

I'm not gonna let you
Waste your time on me
I see you don't quite understand

Please understand
I'm not the one
Please understand

I'll bring you down
Please understand
I'm not the one

Please understand
I'll bring you down


pushing my way through the crowd, I can't find it
a place to rest my head
stressing that you can't see it's the best fit

love from me is dead

I understand I can't comprehend

The way you're loving me
I understand you've got the upper hand
It's 'cause you're loving me

And I'm gonna let go
I can't hold on
To something better than me

I can't let you
I'm not gonna let you
Waste your time on me

I see you don't quite understand
Please understand
I'm not the one

Please understand
I'll bring you down
Please understand

I'm not the one
Please understand
I'll bring you down


Flying solo from here on out
Is necessary to kill all doubt

Of how you don't need me
Of how you don't see me for who I am


I understand I can't comprehend
The way you're loving me
I understand you've got the upper hand

It's 'cause you're loving me
And I'm gonna let go
I can't hold on

To something better than me
I can't let you
I'm not gonna let you

Waste your time on me
I see you don't quite understand
Please understand

I'm not the one
Please understand
I'll bring you down

Please understand
I'm not the one
Please understand

I'll bring you down