i'm crying in the bedroom
help yourself to whatever you like
no i dont want to go out,

I dont want to go out
I'm crying in the bedroom
I'm crying in the bedroom


have you ever wondered
alone and awake in your bed

what kind of life you would have
If only, if only this
If only, if only this

The nagging feeling of what could be
If only, if only this
If only, if only this

And you cry yourself to sleep,
You try your best to sleep
You sing yourself to sleep singing

If only, if only this
If only, if only this


i've had a really bad day
my cuts are running deeper now
no I don't want to go out,

I don't want to go out
I've had a really bad day
I've had a really bad day


have you ever wondered
alone and awake in your bed

what kind of life you would have
If only, if only this
If only, if only this

The nagging feeling of what could be
If only, if only this
If only, if only this

And you cry yourself to sleep,
You try your best to sleep
You sing yourself to sleep singing

If only, if only this
If only, if only this


I have regrets
I have secrets
Won't someone invent a time machine

I'm crying in the bedroom
I've had a really bad day
Nothing seems to go right

I really want to
SCREAM


have you ever wondered
alone and awake in your bed
what kind of life you would have

If only, if only this
If only, if only this
The nagging feeling of what could be

If only, if only this
If only, if only this
And you cry yourself to sleep,

You try your best to sleep
You sing yourself to sleep singing
If only, if only this

If only, if only this