Sitting out my house tonight
Illuminated by the moon lettin all my demons out tonight

Zonin, my minds just roamin thinkin what am I to do now
With this old me dead and gone man
My sense of humors no more %#@!s serious

Going to parties like $#&@ it gettin delirious
Some poison in my gut tryna have sum fun
My minds on other things so I quit looking for the one

I'm stressed, my whole life is a mess
All these quotations in my brain more than math tests
$#&@ school I've decided to take another route

All my friends say I'm stupid they don't know what I'm about
No1 does not even me
I still think too much no I aint free yet

I bet things woulda took a different turn
If I never started to burn
Now I've learned them drugs aint for me

n I only got a few real homies
Still they could never sympathize
Or understand what it's like to be depersonalized

%#@!s hard to cope with I'm far from focused
Feeling like I'm in the spotlight
Anxiety n depression got me contemplating %#@! this is not right

I'm a rose growin outta concrete n I was about to blossom
But some1 seemed to cut me off now I'm crashing so much problems
Down this road there's supposed to be lots of signs well I can't see them

It's not that I'm blind but even if this fog did clear up I bet couldn't read em

On the initial I spit pebbles causing little ripples

Now I'm dropping boulder in the ocean
Hoping to cause waves up on your coast and
Next I'm working really hard

To drop a comet from the stars
Cause 66 tsunamis
Flood the planet with an army

Of words to be heard
Slurred, blurred, or disturbed
And if patience is a noun

I guess Humble is a verb
Left humbled on the curb
Voice muzzled by my beard

It's weird if you think about
How I jumbled every turn
Used to crumble every time I stumbled

Fumbled any word I mumbled
$#&@ annunciating
My pronunciation

Rumbles richters
You the victor
when you're only competition's

yourself
I don't know bout y'all
I'm only getting better


Never never for the cheddar
But my habits are expensive

So that money we gone get it
But that money it don't mean %#@!
Burn it and bury it

Like deceased %#@!
And never chase it
That's some weak %#@!

Just practice all our rhymes
Then I practice all my rhymes
Then I practice all my rhymes

$#&@ing practice all the time
Want this more than breathing
More than eating

More than sleeping
More than anything
Start $#&@in feining

And have patience'
As we continue to strive
And ascend to greatness

Was birthed destroy beats
Genetically engineered to deploy these syllables on rhythm
Laced within them
Honesty
Honestly

This is not a race
I'm not aspiring
Winning from the beginning
From the first step
Impact

Knock the earth off its axis
Have my words spread like infection

I got 10 years to fill a stadium
But it'll only take 2 mins to fill your cranium