Sometimes I wanna disappear
and I'm like anywhere but here
feel like all these years has been spent in the wrong hemisphere

but I hold memories near so I can picture
palm trees, calm seas, letting the breeze hit you
it's almost like Jesus was with you so peaceful

?big red? feeding my scriptures
no people, see no evil, no noisy violence
rather enjoy the silence at bongoyo island

smiling while watching water
as I hear the waves break man I'm straight
just what the doctor ordered

I'm feeling safe and warm a replacement away from harm
it's like I taste gods grace and charm


I'm trying to get out I'm trying to fly away
I'm tired / so tired / I'm tired baby I need to fly away
I'm trying to get out I'm trying to fly away I'm tired, so tired

I'm tired baby I need to fly away
run away and don't look back -no past- no worries
heading for the future

but where is kind of blurry right now
but I'ma do what I got to do


%#@! I hope to find me some peace someday
I lay awake trying to find me some sun rays
but hey it's grey and it stays that way

so ain't %#@! for me to do but getting haze to blaze
it's like I'm fit to be the fool
but I maintain stick to the rules

just looking for some knowledge a house with a pool something solid
I'm tired of being an alcoholic
tired of all this, tired of coping my disorders

I'm cutting corners even tough I'm sure
this is all I my mind guess I'm the norm
scared of falling behind

but what the $#&@ is this we follow so blind
yo god I need to borrow some time I'm real tired