I kill the rhyme again, I'm comin' sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide
Within it, chemical unbalanced on the triple beam

$#&@ what you heard, it's about what I ssen
I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin'
Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened

The doctor say he's got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals your brian like a burglar
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass

It's not receding my body going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing

He just keeps getting by
Go away, I want to be thrown away
Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick

He couldn't handle presure
He couldn't handle %#@!
For the life he was leading, led him down the path

Where the guns blast, don't give a %#@! about the god's wrath
Don't tell 'em whats's proper
The situation unclear like gray

And I know it gets worse everyday
I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself, I'm losing it

I've split all my marbles
Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

A hyper spaz, and that is the way
Sometimes I want to be thrown away