Ignorant
I drift into uncertainty
I have never been prepared

After the second
But real birth
Came self-reproach

Perception
Followed by frivolous sins
After the first coining came emptiness

Becoming a part of I
The thinking
The question what for

Why should someone go on
Falling in every grave
Digged by the ones

Who are not yet
Existence covers a lonely mind
Dirt under pressure explodes

And surrounds a mind
Becomes an acting
I cannot recognize my words

Because life is deranging me
Mindsucking from me
Life is no sensation at all

Got to redeem myself
After flesh came birth
Then emptiness

What is the sin
That makes me live
Love is paid in tears

Live is paid in trust
My detestable beliefs
An egoistic wish

You are accused
I am nothing
I was not asked

So I will not ask!