Used thoughts
Second thoughts
Compact thoughts

No longer the one you were
Become and play your role
Who goes for the throne must go for the king

This matter is not overdue
Still no change to see in your self-absorption
And the animal runs amuck

Getting stronger
I start taking pleasure in these thoughts
But is it real or just a lie

A need
Demanding discipline
Love of order accused

In an inner-war
The dependence and the selfishness strengthened
But unacceptable

My unsecureness makes it feel safe
Any thought is a declaration of love
Any anticipated joy

On the outbreak
The crushing firmness hardens
A bit of pain

A bit of overloaded
And I live again
Self-confidence of the undestroyable

The power of the inferior winner is
The might of the motor inside
The secret in my head

If it is too fast it does not matter
Because the hole becomes bigger
Any lie takes its revenge

Any illusion is going to devour me
One step too far
Or maybe two steps behind

Is it more than you have ever had
Ever been
Ever known

A sense I do not know
And I will never know
Relax and drift above

I am sure you will love the joke
Please trust a man who would never lie
The one you have passed by with your innocence

Your eyes you have open wide
You will need to cry
Smiles sounding between my words

A child that dies to live like a gentleman
A prison-guard
A prisoner

A sense I will never know
And never give to you
Finally you start drinking

As you swallow you grow up
Filling yourself with yours
It is good to become yourself

Push and restart
Clear up your picture
What hurts can be killed

The meal gets your own taste
You are prospering
Enjoying every single step

Every new refreshing breath
Milking your life
You feel the changes begin

Is the secret the remorse afterwards
I pay your price
Anyway but I have to give more than my megalomania

I am going to fail
That is a part of the role
Or is there less

Than I can see
No answers
Will this eternal wandering end

Will I live
Or is this life
No answers
Through confrontation
I will find a way

And I will do so
The animal inside
The beast
The maniac
That is what it is for

My victory is his death
His existence to give me sense
And to die on my birth
So I will kill him!