I wish
I could have you
Here


In my clutches


To remove the excuses from your mind
To part that haze and slice your soul to pieces


To sing a lullaby as I tied you to the slab
To shave your head with a dulling razor


As you watch
In the splattered mirror above you


To break your ribs individually
With a rock hammer


To shatter your shin bones
With a shovel


To burn your fingers & toes
To a necrotic black
With liquid nitrogen


To crack your teeth
With a splintered club


To pierce your limbs
With a nail gun


To silence your cries
To laugh in your eyes


To sharpen my favorite slicing device
And take your arms ah the elbows


To keep u alive
For a few moments longer


To smell your fear
To cover your body

With kisses & kerosene

To watch u burn

As my human sacrifice
To hear you
Scream in agony


The popping
Of your flesh

Crackling
As it cooks


To feel your child smile
The one u betrayed
The one you took


For nothing
For selfishness


...in a
Pefect world

I would get
My wish.