I turned 20 years old about an hour ago,
I'm in a room full of friends and I'm all alone,
I haven't slept in months,

Now everything is numb,
And if you loved me at all,
How'd you forget my songs?


I used to sing you to sleep,
Tired and out of key,

You mumbled I love you,
Woke up and told me your dreams,
You've got a tight knit group,

They say that I'm bad news,
You'll never talk to me,
No one could replace you.


You're everything that I ever wanted,
You're everything that I'll never get,

At the end of the day,
I lay wide awake,
And I just wish you would forgive me for it.


I miss holding your hand,
I'll never understand,

You got over me,
So I started this band,
You're still on my mind,

More than time to time,
I try not to remember,
You'll never be mine.


You're everything that I'll never get,
At the end of the day,

I lay wide awake,
And I just wish you would forgive me for it.


I hope I'm happy again,
I hope I'm happy again,
They say you're happy without me,

I've lost happiness,
I hope I'm happy again,
I hope I'm happy again.



You're everything that I'll never get,

At the end of the day,
I lay wide awake,
And I just wish you would forgive me for it.


I hope I'm happy again.