I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over

I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used

That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low

If she keeps it up I just might tell her no
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself

But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care

Right? Yeah yeah yeah
Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit

Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no

But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem