Verse 1:
Man, what is life?
Give up, I just might

I'm sick of all these lies
Why do we live if we're born to die?
See desire in my eyes

Feel the fire, let it rise
Hell fire inferno
The pain inside is eternal

God has left me, where did he go?
Where's your savior and your hero?
When my cousin died, where was he?

I prayed for him, I believed!
God sent his message, I received
Let me die in pain, yeah $#&@ me!

I can't go on, I can't do it
My mind is gone, I'm influenced
By alcohol and Mary Jane

Strikes my soul and my brain
I think I'm going insane
But is it me or God I should blame?


[Hook]


Verse 2:
Yeah stick the needle deeper
Take Mary Jane 'cause you say you need her

But she's a beast so don't feed her
I don't want you to leave, I'll be your reliever
God, I'm asking for forgiveness

Lost faith and I started sinning
My family's gone not living
So I guess Satan is the one who's winning

What kind of God leaves a little girl sick?
Fighting for her life while a criminal lives
I hope I'm wrong and his work isn't finished

I'm showing through this song that my faith is missing
So God, are you there? It's me Nick
Praying every night, I hope you hear this

Chased my the sins of my dad and mom
Am I going to Hell? 'Cause I haven't found God...


[Hook]

Prayer:

God, are you there? It's Nick again. My life is at an all time low. Seems like every month another family member dies because of drugs. Society stills doesn't accept people like my sister. Man, it seems like only the Devil is real. But if you are real, I need you now more than ever. So help me God. Please God, help me. I need you...