Alexis Dior
As My List of regrets gets longer
my heart grows stronger

Novi Novak
This is for my friends who eventually were enemies
Alexis Dior

Oh, Be-cause of what you did to me

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Off the TOP! hadda getta new friend tuh
Take Ya SPOT! n Id do it again

If It don't STOP! now I soak it innnnn
that bull %#@! ROPE IT INNNN


my Chemistry set got broke again
how stupid am I just tuh hope for friends?
Cuz everytime I get one

they seem tuh act act DUMB
be on some dont get where Im comin from, from


Just a misfit, nother heathen
lookin for somethin REAL to believe in
couldn't find it so I figured these kids

need the same %#@! so-thats-where-I-be-gin

They say, what we dont say

cuz we dont talk bout stacks all day
N if I dont get radio play
I'll still get haters that's okay


This right here
For-all-my-friends-I-lost

And the price tags on all they cost
only got me bought, like a life time supply of hate
open wounds and a bag of salt


You were tryin to turn me into somethin I didn't wanna be
and other people saw that,

as a matter a fact
way I pictured life you couldn't draw that,
and that was our biggest draw back! Come on!


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Cuz I know

I'm over here just slippin, further away, from you
My hour glass sands spillin through my hands
As time struggles out of view

and even though an ocean hits on it
I build sand castles out of these moments
Hopin, when its through

The next ones so much stronger than you



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Couple friends got shot, couple changed sides

couple got locked, gave a couple black eyes
down to ride, They swear they wassssssss
so Ima talk about it like we need to bruh


Was the best of friends, you know its true
i mean You held me up, I did the same for you

then you held me down n you held me BACK!
N i dont really know how I can forgive all that


(Alexis Dior)
Was like a 100 down a pitch black rooooad
n we didnt see it comin so we lost contro o ooool


Uh, I, Talk so Heavy gotta weigh my options,
n keep my balance like I wanna keep shoppin

Some say that I aint poppin
look at all the bull%#@! they been droppin


in the process, I lost some friends
huh, but life does that now and again
another trap door for an intruder that I let in
"Wonder where that trap door led him?"


more important-lee Its just me though
rawer than a needle spoon fed a Kee-LOW
Did it for respect therefore WE KNOW
Villain Sqaud give us time there won't be no equal, GOTTM!


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BRIDGE
This is what I do and i do it till the death of me

cant pretend to be cant pretend to be

Tryin tuh keep friends keepin' secrets from my enemies
thats the recipe thats the recipe


Lyin to myself about things that even-tually
and regretably, that'll never be

So This is for my friends who eventually were enemies
*Ohhh, I hope you seein me