VERSE 1:
I was the one that thought that i could do it all
little young kid thinking i could dominate the world

but that's not how it works, people come and go
completely lost control of your feelings
open your eyes to find that your alone


Stress seems to creep in so slowly
that without me knowing, i drink my life away

i guess that we have our own way of coping wit the bull%#@!
but sometimes i take it to far/ words destroy your heart
and i cant take it back cause im an ego addict


get wrapped up in all the madness
feeling like people are lookin at me like im psychopathic

i mean whos to say im not to be honest i feel like i cant stop
feeling sick from all the silence and its mine, its my fault its not yours


cause i deserve every damn beating that i get
im not gonna tell you that i dont like where im at
but you gotta understand im up at bat and

i cant $#&@in swing out! this is my life!

VERSE 2:

Its been to long, wanna get out of this box
i dream of finding love but that category has been locked
i guess it wasn't meant for me a king without a queen

felt the blast unexpectedly when she told me she'd leave

and it hit me like a brick took a hit to my self-esteem

i wont collapse! even after she removed the centerpiece
i still stand strong using this music as a medic
it made it easy for me to abuse n become and addict


now look at me as i put this album out it feels like a thousand pounds
have been lifted from my back, as i charge the mound

such a beautiful sound ive heard, got me up to fight another day
help me forget the words you said, i feel restored!


Theres no more waitin imma march toward em
make my statement my god im sick of being patient
they say u wont get handed in life you gotta chase it

so the rest of the time on on this earth
I swear it WONT be wasted!