Thinking suicide
Thinking suicide
Thinking suicide

Thinking suicide
Thinking suicide
Look at my eyes (Suicide)

I need a disguise
To hide my lies
Oh god

What have I done
To myself
To her

Before your eyes
What could drive me so mad
To lose what we had

The mystery remains inside
Want to make it real
Like it was before

And I lost the bond
Cause I shut the door
In search of ways to be myself

But ended up like somebody else
Trusted me
Honored me

Fought for me
Cried for me
Lived for me

Died for me
Open my eyes I see the walls
White as snow

They don't seem strong
Betrayed myself
Opened my eyes

Can't see those walls I feel so dumb
Like a $#&@in' bum
Preferred to run

Then face the fact I stabbed your back
I understand that
Did not deserve that

You can't go back
Do you see it?
Oh my god What have I done?

Please forgive me !#@* THAT! I feel
So hated
So aggravated

So frustrated I can't explain it
The way that I feel I feel so dumb
Like a $#&@in' bum

Preferred to run
Then face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victim
Slippin through the system

Victim
Slippin through the system
Open my eyes

Can't see those walls I feel so dumb
Like a $#&@in' bum
Preferred to run

Then face the fact I stabbed your back
I understand that
Did not deserve that You can't go back

Do you see it?
Oh my god What have I done
Please forgive me !#@* THAT I feel

So hated
So aggravated
So frustrated I can't explain it

The way that I feel I feel so dumb
Like a $#&@in' bum
Preferred to run

Then face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victim
Slippin through the system
Victim Slippin through the system

Victim Slippin through the system
Victim Slippin through the system
Victim Slippin through the system

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