What Have I Become? I feel like... all my friends are gone... I kinda' want to go back to the old times, where everything was straight forward. I had friends that understood what I was talking about... Everybody's fake.

[Hook - Hopsin + Nocturnal]

I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick)
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
A ^!$$% gone, you can see it in my eyes

I ain't even got to straight to $#&@ing cry.
So tell me if you can find me, where'd I go?
Have you seen me? I don't know

You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness
And now I can't believe this is happening
Where did I go?


[Verse - Nocturnal]
I feel like I'm gone.. Lost... My minds no longer in control

Evil to this boss demon inside my mind. Positive thinking is somewhat hard to find.
All because of some !@^%. Seeking attention from people on the street
I was just after something to eat. Maybe I'm just the same... An attention seeking (*##$.

Maybe people wish that my body was found somewhere in a ditch, no doubt...
Flick this switch and it's lights out. I'm at my last step, I'm done, over, I'm finished.
I don't know how can I do anything right when my conscience has been diminished.

Everyone has their ups and downs... Yet I seem to have my left, rights and no ability to turn %#@! around.
Maybe this is what they call Space Bound. Is this just my fate? One door shuts as hell opens it's gates.
I give up all the time, sometimes jumping from the ledge is what I contemplate. Heaven is where I came from.

Cause when I go out, people look at me like the skies where I dropped from. I wish I could blend in more.
But I'm seen right through by every guy and every !@^%. Still life hands me the %#@!ty platter.
25 Years Old. The concrete will be a splatter.


[Hook - Hopsin + Nocturnal]
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick)

It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
A ^!$$% gone, you can see it in my eyes
I ain't even got to straight to $#&@ing cry.

So tell me if you can find me, where'd I go?
Have you seen me? I don't know
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness

And now I can't believe this is happening
Where did I go?


[Verse - Hopsin]
A ^!$$% feel gone, lost, ain't got no purpose
Spent a year locked in churches

Trying to jot the verses
But I'm stuck with these rotten curses
Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through

Cause I never had a real family to turn to
I got %#@! on my nerves
To give me the urge

To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control
But I can't cause I'm stuck in a hole
The devil tryin' to $#&@ with my soul

Making me a slave to the game, taking away my joy isn't handing me a bucket of gold
No! I don't want it no more
Take these groupies, I ain't $#&@ing your !@^%s

Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar
I wake up every morning and I rather cold war
$#&@ my life, $#&@ am I doin', man?

Hopsin, you're the man, I love all your songs I'm like a really big fan
Issues occurred and started back in high school when I used to get beat on
Now I hide myself with contacts and the fame's a drug I O-D on.


[Hook - Hopsin + Nocturnal]
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick)

It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
A ^!$$% gone, you can see it in my eyes
I ain't even got to straight to $#&@ing cry.

So tell me if you can find me, where'd I go?
Have you seen me? I don't know
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness

And now I can't believe this is happening
Where did I go?


[Nocturnal]
I had to write about this today, I've had some stuff going on, right now and.. you know. Music is how I deal with it, I appreciate all the listeners and all the subscribers... For now... Peace.