So wake up run your lips across your fingers till you find
Some scent of yourself that you can hold up high
To remind yourself that you didn't die

On a day that was so crappy whole and happy you're alive

You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself

Hoping noone will find you but they found you
And they took you
And you somehow survived


So wake up and if the holidays don't hollow out your eyes
Then press yourself against whatever

You find to be beautiful and trembling with life
Because I'm so happy you didn't die