I'm dying from within
is this the end of the road that I've traveled in sin
many are the times when I've shed my skin

but I can't escape this battle, this one I can never win

You follow my commandments, but do you read between the lines?

I'm trapped in a pit where no light ever shines
in solitude my prayers came through
I damned myself- this is me teaching you


Watch me, see how I suffer and die
death is my shadow this is my goodbye

don't want to live no more, life is a lie
so I hurt myself, watch my veins run dry


I'm trapped in this inner hell
I once chose to fall and I fell
hiding from the world alone in my shell

I think people know what I don't dare to tell

Hear my screams, this agonizing cries

I'm standing right in front of you, you watch as I die
I hate myself and I hate most of you too
I spit at the mirror, reaper now lead me through