A schism in our daily lives
A way of thinking openly
While we talk of sacrifice

We're living in a world

Living in a world

Where nothing ever mattered
Self destructive
Unrelenting and left for dead


We destroyed it
The only thing we ever knew and loved

And now in times of sheltered abscence
We sacrifice the only thing we ever had


We need not listen
We no longer operate
We're breathing the disease

It's all around us

We wash our hands and drink from filthy water

We starve ourselves to feed our sons and daughters
Deserving of nothing
You sat and watched them take it away


Now take it back
Bleed every stone dry

Before you cast them at class houses
Family photos framed in gold


Not worth a single cent
Not worth a single cent
But the blood in your veins runs cold

Cold cold cold

Until the blood in your veins runs out

No hope to a god all knowing
Rotting in sin and its showing
The weathered and rusted decay of this age


Modern life hatred wasting away
Desolate places of worship now fall

Dragging our feet as we're forced to the walls
The uncovered oh righteous deceiver


We all shared the cup so we all share the fever

I'm praying most of you so simple thoughts still going nowhere

Smothered in ash and spit I bow to nothing so disgraceful
The only death I'll celebrate will be my own
I'll be at ease on the day I finally go

Nothing means more to me now
More to me


Disgraceful unfaithful desolate and dead inside
Tried asking on my knees just let me die
Festering filth a thief in saviours clothing


SO prove yourself to me
Show me your wounds heal my disintegrating mindset

!@&! christ, figure of forgery
Writing the books of your exaggerated praise


I see nothing here look what's happening
I'm still bleeding out every day
No more family life or awakenings

Every day looks the same to me

I am unwanted, I am betrayed

This silent pain