She told me not to wait, cause you cant hold on to fate.
I saw my plane then grabbed my bags & walked across the gate.
"I know theres something out there for you, you just have to try".

"These people dont know me from Adam when I pass em by."

Girl you don't have to lie. Your just as sad as I.

Dry your eye. Go fulfill your needs I couldn't satisfy.
I let my music magnify me to a tipping point
until my crazy's on a roll and baby I don't dissapoint.


Dont get my point? Well every day you fight with me
leave and say goodbye to me then try to make it right with me.

I guess in time we'll see, but Im not trying to wait,
so Ill pry & break into her phone and violate her privacy.


(And I lost my head)
(I $#&@ing lost it man)


Just hanging by a thread when I read what her messages said.
Let that infection spread. After that the trust is gone.
She wants to know whats the matter?

"What the $#&@ is wrong?"

I feel annoyed with the void you created me

and die inside with the little lies that you say to me.
I should've cut & run from you but I stayed instead
now I lay in bed all these crazy thoughts running through my (head)..

You're full a bull %#@!, but I aint gullible (*##$.
Don't try to lie to me I sat and read the whole %#@!.
I'm gonna go soon babe I got a world to see.

Full speed ahead means I shouldn't bring a girl with me.

A friend told me not to sweat it.

Told me anything I could dream I ccould get it.
So I set it. Put my sights for the top now I'm headed
for our spot in this plot doing work for the credits.

(Then we got it.)

(And I lost my head)


(I let it go to my head somewhere along the way.)


We couldn't quit it, naw we wouldn't quit
and I admit it, I thought I was the %#@! for a minute
but that attitude turned all my friends into critics.

All my "friends"? They weren't friends, $#&@ "friends" man forget it.
I was lonely. I didn't have a lot homies and I admit it man.


(And I lost my head)
(Yet again...)


I hit bottom. All my problems kept surfacing.
I couldn't seem to understand what my purpose on Earth has been.
I'll barricade my self inside and never let a person in.


It's preferred to when I let them make it hurt again.
My curtains closed a couple times, I feel I don't deserve to win.

I feel upset, and I'm stressed but I guess I should rest in my bed
cause it's all just things in my (head...)
All my fam says, "Let it go".

I gotta a lot of good things going just let it roll.
Like a rolling stone. Dont collect the moss.
I couldn't count how many times I've found my head was lost.


I got a lot of work to do and you distracted me,
so now I'm glad to see reality instead of fantasy.

It was magic when our fingers would touch. I just loved you.
Now I dont think of you much. Nor much of you.