What a fantastic place to let myself go
To torture the body, to torture the soul
On and on into veiling visions

On and on and I close my eyes
I am the fallen one


Devastation, termination is what I see
Backwards into isolation
I kill myself, I am free

Devastation, termination is what I see
Backwards into isolation
The pessimist it's me


In self pity I will drown forever
It's the easiest way for me

To continue life I count to zero
Looking never forward, looking ever back


I cannot change it
I cannot change my life


Here I'm standing, all on my own
It is my will, my choice, why carry on
Here I'm drowning, still on my own

It is my will, my choice, why carry on

Devastation, termination is what I see

Backwards into isolation
I kill myself, I am free
Devastation, termination is what I see

Backwards into isolation
The pessimist it's me


Backwards into isolation
Devastation, termination
Backwards into isolation

The pessimist, it's me