Held
My hand above the flame
Just to feel for real

Something I could
Recognize


Kicked my toe into a nail
To confuse my sense of pain
To change

The point that hurts

And I said things I didn´t mean

Just to get a
Reaction
To get attention while I´m still alive


I drank some salt
Water

Not to make my thirst away
But to dry my throat some more


I hit my
Head on the wall
Not to break it

But to see how long it hurts

So I opened

Up my heart
Placed it in a danger
Now it´s ripped and torn apart

And I
Opened up my door
For the outside world

Though I knew it would walk all
Over me


Keep alive
To walk all over
Heal my mind

To walk all
Over
Need some time (even if I don´t feel nothing)

To walk all over
Keep
Alive (even if I ´ve given up hope)

To walk all over me

I stared at the

Sun too long
Just to feel my eyes burn
Used a magnifying glass

To smell the
Real me



Keep alive
To walk all over

Heal my mind
To walk all
Over

Need some time (even if I don´t feel nothing)
To walk all over
Keep

Alive (even if I ´ve given up hope)
To walk all over me